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Transfusion 03 - Stage 4
Jul. 13th, 2011 10:24 am[Phone]
I've been avoiding the mail for a while now, but I ended up opening it all during the 4th of July. Luckily, it was just some card with a lot of green lines. I don't have any idea what I got back, but at least I'm still myself.
I'm afraid of regaining my blood and original form. The madness that comes with it just doesn't compare. I though maybe I'd have a fighting chance now that I'm older, but that latest brainwashing mess made me wonder if I'd even notice it at all.
It's kind of silly talking about it after keeping it to myself for so long, huh? Since it's out, consider it an advanced apology for killing anyone. If it's anything like last time, I wouldn't regret anything when it happens.
I've been avoiding the mail for a while now, but I ended up opening it all during the 4th of July. Luckily, it was just some card with a lot of green lines. I don't have any idea what I got back, but at least I'm still myself.
I'm afraid of regaining my blood and original form. The madness that comes with it just doesn't compare. I though maybe I'd have a fighting chance now that I'm older, but that latest brainwashing mess made me wonder if I'd even notice it at all.
It's kind of silly talking about it after keeping it to myself for so long, huh? Since it's out, consider it an advanced apology for killing anyone. If it's anything like last time, I wouldn't regret anything when it happens.
